So there I was...
Often called the 'anthem of Generation X,' Nirvana's biggest hit is titled 'Smells like' what?
Poo?! Wildflowers! Trouble.
HaHa.
Teen Spirit is probably the *only* Nirvana song you know...
The time warp strikes again?!
As a testament to how well-known this time warp is to my closest friends, as I recounted the Nirvana journey to JME, she offhandedly remarked — oh, you missed Nirvana…timewarp?
Then we slowly realized and almost in unison: No…that was the nineties. How DID you [I] miss Nirvana?
While I vaguely knew Cobain’s name and later came to know of Dave Grohl and the Foo Fighters, it wasn’t until the below journey that I realized his origins and contributions. It’s so bizarre and fascinating to retroactively learn about a cultural era — one for which I was very much alive and adjacent.
From this experience I realize, now more than ever, that my relationship with music tends to be more experiential than I thought. My life’s musical soundtrack is almost always about the song — how and when I discovered the song and what *I* personally experienced at the time. I have rarely had an interest in the artist’s backstory, but when I do, I dig until there is no more to be learned.
Admittedly, this often results in years-later understandings of the lyrics and…(sometimes) disappointment.
My path to Nirvana (come along).
In the span of ten hours the I ensued upon a Nirvana video-watching, Rollingstone article-reading, lyrics Genius song-interpreting journey. And in a matter of hours, I experienced what Nirvana fans experienced over the years—the joy, excitement, relatedness to songs, grief, pain, sadness, and reverence for the band.
- Best Smells Like Teen Spirit Covers. An article taking a look at the many covers of the song that shot Nirvana into stardom. **READER BEWARE** There are 20 covers! I resisted watching the original video until after I'd consumed each of the cover songs.
- Ten Best Nirvana Songs (according to Stereo Gum). When I got to cover #19, the Dubstep Remix, one of the commenters remarked that anyone who actually liked this remix probably never listened to any other Nirvana songs. So then I googled and found this article and went on to listen to what this link considered the Top 10 Nirvana Songs while simultaneously looking up the song meanings on Lyrics Genius.
- Kurt Cobain's Suicide Note. While listening to the "Top Ten" Nirvana songs and poring over the lyrics via the Genius website, I was surprised to find a link to the suicide letter. Reading this note, brought clarity to Courtney Love's name which I'd heard in the fuzziness that was my high school alternative/grunge music interest. I also read a bit about the Kurt Cobain suicide conspiracy theories.
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Frances Bean Cobain. In the letter I read Courtney’s somewhat familiar name, but I’d never realized/knew/recalled that Kurt Cobain had a daughter, Frances. So I went to Instagram and scrolled through a few of her pics. Smattered throughout, there are the few pics she has from her short time with her dad as well notes and memes.
- An Exclusive RollingStones Q&A w/ Frances on Life After Kurt's Death. April 2015, 21 years later. This article was moving to me, and the most impactful quote from Frances is below.
Even though Kurt died in the most horrific way possible, there is this mythology and romanticism that surrounds him, because he's 27 forever. The shelf life of an artist or musician isn't particularly long. Kurt has gotten to icon status because he will never age. He will always be that relevant, in that time, and always be beautiful.
- Kurt Cobain: Montage of Heck. Described as the "most intimate rock doc." As of this writing, I've only watched the trailer, but, according to my BFF and the other half of #KJandMacBindahouse, it was very well done, and I have to watch it, so I'll watch it soon enough. Trying to decide if to wait and get past the intense emotional experiences I've had in the past 24 hours or to just dive right in and let it all happen...
- One of Kurt Cobain's Final Interviews - Including Extremely Rare Footage. I think I found this one after reading where Frances thought her voice is like Kurt’s and then I realized that I don’t know if I’d ever heard Kurt’s speaking voice. I mean, why would I? Before all of this, I didn’t really know who he or Nirvana was, save for “Teen Spirit.”